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What happens after the soul is born….what I think anyways

I think that once a soul is born it is welcomed by the other souls on the other side. And it starts it’s quest for knowledge. Some souls will want to be born again on earth as soon as they can and others will stay and study on the other side more before they take that trip.

There is so much I am still working out on this and I know I don’t have all the answers I don’t know what all goes on the other side and wish I did but at the same time I am glad I don’t. I do know that if a soul wants to come to earth it makes a chart, or a map of things it wants to do in this life on earth and even add bumps and forks in the road and many times chooses it’s parents and the time they shall be born on earth.

The Life Chart

The life chart is a chart in which we all make before we are born, now it’s not like a road map but more an outline of things you want to feel and learn while on this earth in this life. And yes some of the bad that happens to you is because you wanted to happen.

First thing you do when you make your Life Chart is pick out your at least your mother and sometimes both parents sometimes dark souls enter a person’s life and changes their chart up a bit but while this may make it harder for you to reach your goal it might also help you reach one that you didn’t know you needed to reach. And well the soul can always and will most likely come back to try again.

After you pick out your mother/parents you pick the things that you want to learn and feel. Things as little as what it would be like to be so and so’s daughter or son…and you get to pick what sex you want to be. Cool huh?
Also with in your life chart you will add in five points in which you leave this world and return to the other side. These are called exit points sometimes you leave on the first and sometimes you get and walk away from an accident that you shouldn’t have walked from. You don’t live normally until you finish the goals you have set out to do and if you don’t sometimes the mother and father will ask that you try again. You life chart is like a contract with the mother and father of I will seek to learn this.
You will also put bumps and more than likely forks in the road on your path because after all you still need to have felt will while here on earth and sometimes your life is nothing like your chart and you will get a chance to do it again.

I can’t sit here and say everything that will be in your chart because every chart is different per the soul that made them. I can say that your spirit guide will often help you while you are here on earth to get back on the right path. And sometimes while you sleep you soul/spirit will travel back home and read your chart and right itself.

Life on earth…we will touch that tomorrow

Blessings,
Spirit

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Personal Flaws….

I have them and I hate it. I have been known to join a mob just to try and fit in. And it always comes to it I find out I had hurt someone, and it brings me out of what I was doing.

I have been so lonely that I would do just about anything to fit in and I can’t believe I let that happen. I have some Karma coming back to me. And I deserve it.

Personal demons man when you think you have out gronw them they come back to bit you in the ass. I really did think i was over some of this crap and I am wasn’t I still have a need to feel like other like me so I do things I am not proud of.

Sigh i have caused pain and I will never be able to take it back, but I plan on learning from this.

Blessings,
Spirit

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How a soul is born…well how I think it happens

Well ok, maybe I don’t know but this just feels so right to me I thought I would share. I do know that to have a new soul made the mother and father must come together on it. Does that mean that they have sex, in a way yes.

When a new soul is born it’s because the mother and father have come together as one in the most perfect union, this union is how we have all come to be. This union is of love. Now it’s not like sex is here on earth but the same idea or at least that’s how I see it.
We are all born with a piece of the mother and father within us. But at the time we are born so is our soul mate. Our soul mate is our prefect half the other that completes us. When we join with our soul mate there is an energy that is expanded and we are given the chance to become one with the mother and father again. This is the goal for many souls.

Now many would probably why I think this is true and how things are done. And truth be told it just is, I think it’s because I liken the mother and father to true parents and how they have children.

Sorry it’s so short, mommy duties call

Blessings
Spirit

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The life of a Soul a brief run down

I believe souls have lives.  We are made from the love of the mother and father.  And I believe our souls live the rest of our lives trying to become one with the mother and father when they choose.

Every soul lives on the other side that is home and it’s a wonderful place to be.  It’s so wonderful though that we need to come to earth where life isn’t prefect and were we can feel emotions that we don’t feel on the other side.

Every soul must live at least one life here on earth and many souls do only this.

But before we make the journey to earth we plan what it is we want to learn.  We pick our parents and many of the people we come in contact with.  We also plan exit points these are points in which we plan to die here on earth and return home to the other side.  I call this journey our life chart which I will talk about more, later.

Once we are born on the other side we have a family and home and know nothing but love and we seek to continue to grow our soul and become one with the mother and father once again.  On the other side we also have jobs and that help people that are here on earth.

Yep that’s right I believe Heaven the other side has work but we love it!

Ok so once you are born here on earth is when your journey starts.  This is where you are hit with some of the best times you will ever know and some of the worst even though many things are planed ahead of time there are things that still happen because of free will and such.  You will run into people that you don’t know here on earth but you might know their spirit or soul back on the other side.

While here we sometimes just want to come and see what it’s like to have one soul from the other side as our mother so we plan it that way and sometimes we want to learn how to get away from someone that is controlling and so we plan on meeting someone that is controlling and then trying to get away from them. Thus growing our souls and becoming closer to the mother and father.

Sometimes we learn what we wanted to in one live time here on earth and sometimes we don’t and when that happens we come back until we learn it.  While here we do have guides that will help us along sometimes we know them while we are here on the earth.  Sometimes they are that voice that tells us what we need to hear to get us back on the right path.

After life here when we die we go home and are welcomed with open arms.  I will go into more detail with the different steps tomorrow in a different post.  If you have any questions please ask them!

Blessings

Spirit

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Happy New Year’s!

In a few short hours another year will have gone by and a new will begin.  And at this time many are making promises that they make every year of what they want to do in the next year.  Wither it be lose weight, workout more or even keep the house clean more.  And while many will not keep their promises in the next year some will.

For me I will not be will not be listing such promises or making them because well every year and every day I try to better myself and I will admit this year I haven’t made some great choices in how I handle myself, things I have said or done.  Now I could sit here and say will I had post pardon depression and then depression after I nearly killed my children in a roll over but fact is every day someone is dealing with those things and I am grateful that I have worked through them.

But then again I was very lucky in the fact I have a great husband who supported me and fish oil other wise I would have had to find a doctor and see help.  I am glad that there was a natural thing to take to help me out.  With all that said I am glad that there is a new year around the corner.  I look forward to all the many many many great things that will come.  From my children reaching mile stones to my husband healing, he has a neck injury from war that needs healing.

I also look forward in the next year to starting my schooling.  I have decided on natural medicine to study.  As to were this can lead for a career I am not really sure to be honest but I know that it will help me become a better mother and that I love.

So I didn’t get my blessing jar made yet I want to do that on the first day of the new year I think that’s more important it will be a great way to start the year of and it will be positive and I know my oldest will love it.  I did do my revitalizing my spirit in getting ready for the new year and I will do it again in the morning after I wake and just start not only the say and the year off with a good foot.

I am hoping that I can find time tomorrow to meditate and carve that time into everyday as well.  I really need to do that more often I am hoping to contact and speak with my spirit guide and I also hope to start looking into Astral Travel soon as well but I need to start with one thing at a time.

I have so much that I want to get done this year it’s crazy and yet I am not promising to do them as I know they will be done because it’s just the path we are all on.  Mr Spirit will be looking for a church soon I personally think he knows which one he will love but he wants to talk with the pastor some more.  He is afraid of them not accepting our marriage and me with my faith.  And he says he doesn’t need a church to talk and have a relationship with god.  Which I agree with him but I know it’s important to him.  He won’t tell me but I know he misses it.  I want him to have that again.  And if that means I get my butt up early and head off to church early on sunday morning and load the baby up and sit next to him well then that’s what I will do.

But he would do it for me in a heart beat as well, I love that we can support each other so well.

Ok on to something different and because I don’t want to make many posts and I know that many are not reading this anyways….

Mr Spirit found out more about his neck injury and well I know he will be fine I don’t know how but I know he will be.  I still worry, I worry if he needs surgery I worry because he is dealing with this and dealing with PTSD and that’s just a lot.  Mostly I worry because he doesn’t feel right sharing with me, he doesn’t want me to know the things he has seen and done in war and he is afraid I am not going to be able to handle it.  And while I know I can I respect that he doesn’t want to share it and I am just grateful he is talking to someone about it.

Also the doc he saw earlier this week gave him meds for is neck but they also fix the shaking in his hands.  My dear sweet husband’s hands have aways shook the whole time he’s been alive and this whole time no one has told him he didn’t have to live this way.  He had a fear of holding our newborns because of the shaking and because he was afraid of dropping them because of it.  But he has been given that all back and while we don’t have a new-born and I don’t know if we will have another child I do know that it will take time for him to get used to it.

So with that I live the past in the past and I look forward to a great and wonderful new year full of hopes and dreams.  Full of healing and just everything that is good.  I look forward to school and I look forward to my watch my children this coming year.

Happy New Year’s Everyone!

Blessings

Spirit

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Blended faith home….how does it work?

I have been asked this many times and honestly it’s hard to answer because it just does.  But a few important things I think I should share that work for us Mr. Spirit a Christian and myself and Pagan.

1) Respect is a must
2) Understanding that you are not always going to agree one what is right
3) Support each other in their chosen paths

So let me start with respect.

Things would never work if I didn’t respect that Mr. Spirit believe differently than I.  And they wouldn’t work if he didn’t respect my beliefs.  Mr. Spirit over the years has had many people ask and or tell him to make me change what I believe.  He understand where they are coming from but at the same time he doesn’t get it.  Why would he want to force me to believe something that I myself couldn’t no longer force myself to believe in.

He knew that it wouldn’t be true faith, it would be going through the motions and he didn’t want that for me he respected me and that path that I am on that it’s right for me.  Do I think he wishes that I would convert? Honestly I don’t know I know that we rub off on one another and of faiths change with every passing day.

As for me I could never ask or try and force Mr. Spirit to believe as me.  I truly believe god speaks to us all in the way that is right for us to hear him and I truly believe Mr. Spirit is on the right path.  I do know that my faith makes it hard for him to follow a dream of his to be either an asst. chaplain/pastor or a Chaplain/Pastor.  Many churches at least that he has been to so far don’t like the blended faith home we have they will take him as a member but that’s about it.  I hate this and I am willing to be the good pastors wife and sit in church every Sunday and listen to him and do what is needed of me.  I am willing not to be out of the closet for this for him as it is I am mainly out online and that’s it.  But he refuses to ask that of me.

And with that you see how we respect each other and we try to support each other on our chosen paths.  When I say I am willing to be quite and hid my faith so he can meet his goals he doesn’t like that.

Now on to understanding.

Mr. Spirit and I have had many of debates on what we believe some he will look at me and say that he just doesn’t agree.  And you know what I am fine with that just like he will be answering questions for our oldest and who Jesus was and when I am asked I say I believe he was a man that lived but the son of god nope.  But I also try and be very respectful of the fact he believe that he is when I say it and I say mommy believes but many believe like daddy.  And Mr Spirit is normally quick to say that our oldest needs find his own path and see what he believes. (but that’s another post in it’s own my oldest and his journey)

Agree to disagree goes along way with this it also helps when we have fights every now and then to remember we don’t always have to agree and things will be ok.

Now on to supporting one another.

This we find easy I don’t know how to explain this we are partners in parenting and life and even our spiritual lives even though we don’t agree on paths.  We just support one another when they need it.  I support Mr. Spirit in finding a church and helping find where they are and websites for him to look up on and numbers to call.  Why because he works crazy hours.  I support him in making sure he has what he needs for his spiritual growth and that the days that are special to him are celebrated and as special as the days that are important to me.
It’s important to him to pray before meals so we do it.  And so many other things.  He supports me in making sure that I know that while with in my home I am safe and don’t have to had and if I need time to do a ritual it’s fine he will keep the kids busy.  If I need him to help me he does.  He is planning on praying with me over the Blessing Jar tomorrow because he knows it’s important to me.

I don’t see issues with blending faith it just takes communication (opps forgot that one in the list), respect, understanding and support just like everything else in a marriage.  So in the end I would like to say it’s easy there is no trick to having a blended faith home many people do it and I am not special because we do it.  It works for us is it for everyone no but that is how marriage and life is.

Any questions?

Blessings,
Spirit

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I am Anti Anti aging or in other words pro aging

I am tired of all the anti aging things out on the market and what is thrown out to women that getting and looking older is wrong and you shouldn’t. I used to feel this way I had a hard time turn 25 because I was a quarter of a century old. But now I look and think about it and realize I was not old but I was wiser and I am going to welcome every wrinkle and gray hair there is out there that comes my way.

Aging isn’t something that’s bad or something we should try to stop but it is just something that is. With every passing year we have learned something new we have loved and lost and we have grown while it be psychically or spiritually or emotionally. Think about it in the last year what are some things you have at to live through and grow with as a person?

But while I am cool with my ageing and my growing older and I know I will welcome my time to be a crone I do grieve for my children’s childhood going by so quickly. I know it’s how it is supposed to be and I understand that but in the world of today it seems we ask to much of them. So this is going to be my new goal to become cool or fine with the growing up of my children and enjoy their different stages of their life and try to guide them to be a great person.

In the mean time I will boycott anti ageing creams and gels and all that stuff. I will enjoy everyday I am given and find something to learn from it.

So rejoice with me as I grow older and with the new gray hair I found, for it brings wisdom and reminds me all that I have learned.

Blessings,
Spirit

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