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Quick update 12.27.09

Well things are pretty much back to normal the kids love their toys and a low tech Christmas worked out great! Autumn loves her toys as well. We have some new ideas for what to do next year and we know we only have another year or so with Mr A and Santa and I hope to enjoy them.

Mr R was great though in how happy he was it was great listening to him go Santa came over and over. It was great.

Other than that it’s been nice, I need more sleep but Mr. Spirit is helping a ton. He has cooked and cleaned and wiped butts for me. Man I am lucky.

I have spent time researching all kinds of things. But I have my New Years plans made mostly.

We are going to order Pizza and have root beer floats and movies and games. These are the family plans my spiritual plans are I am going to make a blessing jar for the home for the up coming yearn and do a spiritual cleansing for the new year as well.

Now for the full moon which happens to be a blue moon I don’t know what I am going to yet maybe something simple that is in my everyday life.

My spiritual path is leading me in new places the last few days I have read and learned how wonderful it is to have a period and I should be proud and not ashamed of it. I plan to research this more and pass it on to my daughter. I have also found some blessings I want to do I will post about them once I do them and share how they went.

Also in the last few days i have been talking with other people about astral travel and orbs. I have learned I want to learn more about both and have learned that what I believe when it comes to orbs has brought me closer to a christian friend.

Well that’s about it for now I am sure I will be back later tonight while I don’t have children needing me.


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Struggling with understanding evil

So on one of my other sites that I love to go to we have been talking Ghosts and Spirits and Demons and other other worldly creators.  And yet again I am still struggling with what I believe on the matter of demons.  I know I don’t believe in them in the sense of the christian world.  And hate that some are given pagan gods names.  But at the same time I know that not everything is good.

See I struggle with what I believe…I don’t want to believe that there demons and I am leaning more towards that their maybe be something.  BUt more from a different plan of time or something like a different level of living with bleed through so to say.  Heck I don’t know what I mean.

But I do know that I believe in Dark Souls, those souls that have turned from gods love and are in a cycle of life and death with no rest like other souls get.  But yet I also believe that sometimes these souls are saved rather it be during life and they turn back into gods love of if an angel reaches out and saves them between lives.

As for bad Ghosts again I am struggling with this I think sometimes it’s just a confused ghost of someone who doesn’t know that they are dead.  And then other times I think it was just someone who wasn’t very kind in life having what they think is fun.  And I wonder if dark souls can stay back and make a mess for some people.

The hardest thing for me is the thought that people can be taken over by spirits or demons and honestly I don’t know why this is so hard for me to understand I mean I believe in astral travel and the soul leaving the body and traveling so I don’t get why I think it can happen with something evil.  I struggle with this, I think because in the end I think god made love and made the earth for us to learn on and made in not prefect for a reason.  And I think much of the evil is from man not from other things.

I feel this is a topic I will be revisiting many times.

On a different note all this talk fo evil reminds me of some really cool and special things I have done.  And I think I might start adding what I dream to the blog.




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