Archive for January 7, 2010

Life Update

I have been focused on the spiritual part of my blog I haven’t updated on our daily lives.  Well they are boring so this won’t take long.

First the best news Mr. A got a 100 in math I am very proud of him and he has been working so hard.

Mr. R. is still my wild child but I love him so.  Today he was afraid of the wind so I told him it’s was just mother nature trying to blow out a trick candle and that if he wanted to he could make wind.  So he is no long afraid of the noises the wind makes and walks around trying to blow things over.

Miss A. well other than her falling and hitting me in the head she is doing great she got mad at getting out of the tub today she is sure a water baby and lives up to her sign.  She is going to be walking very soon. She does some but not 100% solo yet.  I really love watching her grow up and reach all these different milestones but I am also sadden as it means she’s growing up.  Kids are just not Kids long enough anymore.

And she has started saying bath today as well.

Mr. Spirit well he is back at work and it’s the same old same old.  The meds he is on for his neck and hands seems to be working but when we up the dose it’s hard for him to stay awake, but he’s not in pain and that’s a great thing.  He is also getting the help he needs for things he has seen and I think it’s great he opens up to me as much and he can but he really needs someone he can be 100% honest with.
As for me, my eye is healing nicely, and I got my packet for school today.  I worry about how we are going to pay for it and may just move to doing it in a year we are so close to being ahead and able to save a good deal of cash for raining days I don’t want to mess that up.  Mr. Spirit talked about me using his GI Bill but that just doesn’t seem right he could do so much more than I could he should use it for himself.

Other than that there really isn’t a whole lot going on.  Just the same stuff.

Though tonight I got to sit and explain blood types to Mr A and it was fun I just loved it and he did to it was such a great bonding time.  Him and I don’t spend enough of that time together and I am working on changing that his school hours make it hard but we will figure out away.  He has tomorrow off because of some farm or cattle show in the town of his school.  So maybe we will make that puppet theater that he wants so bad.  Or we will make some more puppets.  So many ideas.

Blessings,

Spirit

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What happens after the soul is born….what I think anyways

I think that once a soul is born it is welcomed by the other souls on the other side. And it starts it’s quest for knowledge. Some souls will want to be born again on earth as soon as they can and others will stay and study on the other side more before they take that trip.

There is so much I am still working out on this and I know I don’t have all the answers I don’t know what all goes on the other side and wish I did but at the same time I am glad I don’t. I do know that if a soul wants to come to earth it makes a chart, or a map of things it wants to do in this life on earth and even add bumps and forks in the road and many times chooses it’s parents and the time they shall be born on earth.

The Life Chart

The life chart is a chart in which we all make before we are born, now it’s not like a road map but more an outline of things you want to feel and learn while on this earth in this life. And yes some of the bad that happens to you is because you wanted to happen.

First thing you do when you make your Life Chart is pick out your at least your mother and sometimes both parents sometimes dark souls enter a person’s life and changes their chart up a bit but while this may make it harder for you to reach your goal it might also help you reach one that you didn’t know you needed to reach. And well the soul can always and will most likely come back to try again.

After you pick out your mother/parents you pick the things that you want to learn and feel. Things as little as what it would be like to be so and so’s daughter or son…and you get to pick what sex you want to be. Cool huh?
Also with in your life chart you will add in five points in which you leave this world and return to the other side. These are called exit points sometimes you leave on the first and sometimes you get and walk away from an accident that you shouldn’t have walked from. You don’t live normally until you finish the goals you have set out to do and if you don’t sometimes the mother and father will ask that you try again. You life chart is like a contract with the mother and father of I will seek to learn this.
You will also put bumps and more than likely forks in the road on your path because after all you still need to have felt will while here on earth and sometimes your life is nothing like your chart and you will get a chance to do it again.

I can’t sit here and say everything that will be in your chart because every chart is different per the soul that made them. I can say that your spirit guide will often help you while you are here on earth to get back on the right path. And sometimes while you sleep you soul/spirit will travel back home and read your chart and right itself.

Life on earth…we will touch that tomorrow

Blessings,
Spirit

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Personal Flaws….

I have them and I hate it. I have been known to join a mob just to try and fit in. And it always comes to it I find out I had hurt someone, and it brings me out of what I was doing.

I have been so lonely that I would do just about anything to fit in and I can’t believe I let that happen. I have some Karma coming back to me. And I deserve it.

Personal demons man when you think you have out gronw them they come back to bit you in the ass. I really did think i was over some of this crap and I am wasn’t I still have a need to feel like other like me so I do things I am not proud of.

Sigh i have caused pain and I will never be able to take it back, but I plan on learning from this.

Blessings,
Spirit

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Not proud of some of my actions…

I have said some not so nice things about other people and I really shouldn’t have. I have found my boredom sometimes gets me in trouble.

So to those people I say sorry publicly.

ETA:

I hate knowing that I have caused someone some pain and hurt them and well I have done just that. And I know it will come back to me and I deserve it when it does. I shouldn’t have hurt that persons feelings and I have found myself doing things that I don’t like when I see others doing them. A knew leaf is what I am turning to make me a better person and to guide me on my path better.

Blessings,
Spirit

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